So, this past Wednesday I had my big doctor appointment. Two little baby embryos were implanted into my uterus. The nurse commented with much enthusiasm about how well it went. The strange part is that I thought I would be more excited by now. The reality is that I have read too many stories about the losses and missed chances when it comes to IVF. I don't want to be overly optimistic, nor do I want to be pessimistic. So here I am just kinda floating in between pretending nothing is different and having faith that God will let everything work out to His benefit, not mine. I want to be elated, but not yet. We shall see after the official blood work pregnancy test on December 11th.
One cool side thought: if the babies are growing normally, an ultrasound would be able to pick up the heartbeats on Christmas Day. (Smile)
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